🌑 Matrix of Golus / Lies: (Disconnection, distortion, exile)
- Fear-based obedience“What will they think?”→ Example: Silencing your voice online to avoid backlash.
- Scarcity mindset“There’s not enough…time, money, safety.”→ Example: Not sharing your true gifts because you feel unprepared.
- Self-doubt disguised as humility“Who am I to say this?”→ Example: Minimizing your role when speaking about truth.
- Passive suffering“This is just how it is.”→ Example: Accepting physical pain or illness without exploring deeper causes.
- Splitting the sacred and the real“I can’t bring holiness into this part of life.”→ Example: Thinking your physical enjoyment – pleasure, abundance, joy – has no place in spiritual leadership.
🌟 Matrix of Geula / Embodied Truth: (Union, presence, redemption)
- Co-creative courage“I speak because I was born for this.”→ Example: Going live to share Divine truth, even if trembling.
- Abundance of presence“I bring wealth when I arrive fully.”→ Example: Teaching not to impress but to awaken.
- Sacred self-trust“Hashem chose me. I agree.”→ Example: Making a decision without external validation.
- Redemptive responsibility“If I feel it, I can help heal it.”→ Example: Tuning into fear in the collective and speaking a higher timeline.
- Wholeness in the body“My body is a sanctuary of prophecy.”→ Example: Letting pleasure, rest, and beauty be part of holy work.
So, allow me to add context and texture to what you just read. These are the notes from my most recent teaching session of the group I meet with every Monday morning. This group is led by Shifra Hendrie. She has a website and during our next Monday evening contemplation/meditation session I will show you her website. We will also do a guided meditation she recently did that is very powerful.
Have you heard the phrase……”As Above so Below???

Arguably, the first “tenet” of Creation is that The One became two. Spirituality, Spiritual inquiry, spiritual understanding, spiritual wisdom, spiritual anything must start with exploration of this tenet. It’s like playing Monopoly; everyone starts on GO! “As Above so Below” is a powerful metaphor for understanding what this emerging duality may look like. The Below represents the unseen, mystical and spiritual world. The Above is the seen, physical and material world. The water is the spiritual “world”l. The land is the physical “world”.
Now, go back to the beginning of this post and read through the five characteristics of the physical vs the spiritual. The physical world is Golus or exile. The spiritual world is the Geula or redemption. As spiritual seekers we often express the goal as oneness or unity. The journey back home both begins and ends with a patient, persistent willingness to confront, explore, understand, become illuminated and celebrate the relationship between Above and Below;
We will discuss on Monday. Until then….